You told her didn’t you?
I did not.
Then why didn’t you told her?
I just can’t.
Why?
I just can’t bear the thought of hurting her, besides I already did.
But…
Yes I know what you think…
You know what?
What?
You’re a fucking asshole.
Maybe I am.
You deserve all the shit you’ve been through.
Maybe I did.
You don’t deserve her.
I don’t deserve her family.
You don’t deserve anything.
I don’t know.
You lost it man…
I lost everything even before I knew her.
You could’ve been…
Life goes on… I mean I’m not saying I don’t feel any remorse for what happened… It’s just that sometimes when you are not happy, you feel like you don’t make anybody around you any more happy.
Was it her fault?
She knew me. I just don’t want to hurt her anymore.
And letting her not know the truth then perhaps would lessen her pain in the future?
That’s what I hoped for.
It’s not like that, people should know anything that concerns them.
Perhaps I learned from my past that Its better not to know anything at all…
You are not living in your past anymore.
I know, that’s why I don’t want to repeat it.
And by being silent you think you are helping anybody?
Some things are not meant to be said.
You mean she doesn’t deserve to know about it?
I mean if it was me the other way around I would’ve liked it that way.
And If you learned the other way around?
I don’t know. I would have cried the same way I did when I learned about…
You know what? You’re an insensitive prick.
Perhaps I am. But there are better ways and a better time for everything, but not now. Definitely not now…
…
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